QUEST FOR MYSELF

I wanna get married but I don't know for sure if I am ready for MARRIAGE. So I'll try to answer the quest.

• Kenapa nak kahwin ek? Dalam Islam, menyempurnakan agama. As for me, maybe sebab I rimas orang asik tanya, “bila nak kawin?”
• The fact is, I love him, and he love me. Tu je la. Apa lagi? 
• If he don’t wanna marry me, then I guess I’ll leave him. Cewah… ye la tu! Sayang kot.
• I need money money money. That’s all.
• I have to get married so that I can see him every day. Penat lah rindu awak!
• We are meant to be and I always pray that even though he maybe not for me, oh Allah, please… I love him and I wanna be with him forever. Quite recently I found out that he pray the same!
• I need to find the solution so that my EW days can be as early as possible.
• No more WHY needed.
• The situation will be different if I am rich and so he is.
• I need to know how much I am prepared to get married before I actually get married to someone. I am not only getting married with him BUT I am marrying his family. So I really have to know, am I prepared for this?
• I can ask him about his family. SHOULD I ?
• My family will automatically be involved when I start preparing for my EW days.
• Where? We are yet to have enough money. That’s where the issue arise.
• The impact is clear, everything kena ada duit maa. Kerja kawin memang pakai banyak duit.
• Yes, where to get married is important. 
• Because kawin ni ikut sunnah nabi, orang kena tau. So, buat kat rumah afdhal.
• I am trying to please everybody.
• Everyone cares. I, him, my family and his family will be affected. Contohnya nanti nak  balik raya… affected kan?
• As I said, EVERYBODY.
• Again, EVERYBODY.
• The issue arise when I wanna get married. The actual date is unknown. Sedar-sedar je I always ask him, “abang, bila kita nak kawin?” Ada sekali tu dia jawab camni, “yang, kalau abang ada duit, semalam lagi kita da kawin” haha since then, I never ask.
• We need to act now.
• My target is before I reach 27 insyaAllah.

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